I was raised as a catholic. In 2017 I fell into a deep addiction & found myself accepting Jesus Christ as my Lord and savior. I never felt the love that I felt for anyone towards Jesus Christ, what he suffered for me, for all of us. I love him so much. I understand the intimate relationship between my father in the name of his son, our savior my savior. I had been struggling with once saved always saved, because I’m still struggling with my addiction. I keep praying but just feel ashamed. I know now that I can come back to him & start from now! Thank you Heavenly Father for loving me in the name of Jesus Christ my lord and savior!